SILLY ME

WHAT THE ****
It was 3.10a.m. now.
But I still face with the laptop.
Cant fall asleep?!
Or just I don't want to sleep?!

Many things happen nowadays.
Happy and unhappy.
Semua ada.==
I gonna kill up myself if I can.
Lol.
I don't know what am I doing nowadays.
I keep hurt myself?!
Think so.
Lol.
I am SUPER DUPER UPPER blur nowadays.
I don't know what I did.
I don't know what had happen on me.
What i had promise you.
What i had accept from you.
Just will hurt me deeply.
But I don't know why will I accept and promise it.
Lol.
Yea.I accept it.I promise you.
So...I get HURT now~!
SILLY ME~!!
But it was too late to regret now.

Am I too stress?!
[Don't think so.I enjoy my life just like PMR finish jor.==]
Or I am just keep think bout IT?!
I wish to drunk myself with alcohol.
But it is a horrible taste.
It taste bitter.
I wish to fall asleep forever.
But there is no such things unless I DEAD.
Lol.

WHAT HAD I TOLD MYSELF?!
I TOLD MYSELF TO STUDY HARD.
Got I do it?!
NO~!

WHERE my study mood?!
I lost it.
I wish to find it back.
I wish to get at least 3As.
But I lost my study mood.
How i gonna study?!
How i gonna get 3As?
SHIT MAN~~

I really lost my happy&study mood.

I think I gonna lost myself too.==

FORGIVE me if I scold you for no reasons.

[心]

~~~~今天~~~~
抱着读书的心情
去了图书馆~
去到那就找洁
洁叻洁叻~?
啊~那是洁吼~
她开口的第一句就是
图书馆没有开叻~
啥?!噢买尬~

只好...一起回家读书噜~
我们很勤劳哟
真的有读..
但读得不多~==

家没报纸~
家没电脑~
要看几点有做[吓到笑]
都得叫别人帮忙看~==
刚好在跟笨人讯息
就叫他帮忙看看噜~
我们就决定了看2.15的~
好赶哟~
荣和宏都赶到要命~
用10分钟[飞去]MBO==

买票时
洁聪明哪~
她说:"买小孩子的票啦~"
咯~?
我们还真的买了小孩子的票内
呵呵~
但荣和宏的是大人的哇~
呼呼~

在里面
超级霹雳无敌冷~~~==
呼~
但...我带了熊熊~==
[体谅我~我发傻了~==]
咯~
抱着熊熊哪~~
但还是冷~==

在那戏里丫
他们一直说:"on arh on arh? "
这句丫
都让我+洁+荣有了同样的反应
呵呵~
因为...那是荣的[招牌句子]哇==
他每次都说:"on arh on arh~?ok~~shui~~ "
结果...我+洁都被他受影响~==

虽然只是短短的几小时~
但开心哟~
呵呵~

______________________________________

这下...我无药可救了~
我...没有心去读书了~
我读书的心情...又被你破坏了~
咳~T.T
3As?!
塞啦~!
读书的心都没有
还要3As?!
吃大便啦~!
剩10天啊~~~~!!!!
怎样怎样?!?!?!
心该怎样找回来~？
你帮忙？！
吃大便啦~
你只会越帮越忙~！

你永远不会知道~！

这种感觉
你没有过
你不知道那个痛~！
你不知道那感受~！
抱着大大的希望
又抱着大大的失望
哇干~！！
好玩是吗？！
告诉你~
不好玩~！！

开心？！
都被你破坏了我的好心情~
开心塞啊~！
理智点啦~
死笨蛋~！

谢谢

呼呼~

阿美来探望我啦

她来的这天

我已经病好啦

只是还有

~头痛~

~伤风~

咳~

阿美来前

为她准备了[中午]餐哟~

她说饭有点硬~==

不过晚餐的菜~

是她的最爱

她说好吃哟~

呵呵~^^

[中午]餐

*~炒饭~*

mum mum~^^

啊美丫~

我吃了哪些东东

不是会病回咯~？

咯~

今天。。也是熊熊和狗狗约会的第一天~

*哈哈*

阿美的比比

~狗狗~

我的宝贝
~熊熊~

狗狗+熊熊+熊熊的朋友们

咯~

熊熊的朋友们都是[黄黄]的

呵呵~

结果搞到我也[黄黄]了

*亲狗狗*

越来越[黄] ？！==

狗狗的表情很无辜+被逼==

阿美和青蛙拍了张照

拍到..爱上了青蛙==

就酱..我帮青蛙给了她噜

她还说要带去学校

咯啦~

阿美线给了特跟青蛙拍的照片

特竟然说:"那青蛙发育不良"

靠~

我说特丫~

是它身材好

不像你的

肥到营养过多

*哈哈*

我+青蛙

而我。。爱上了狗狗的味道~

那味道好熟悉哟

是XXXX的味道~

怀念那味道内~

呼呼~

我+狗狗

~4M~

呵呵~

没特别设计哟~

自然吼~

呵呵~

2M+狗狗+熊熊

阿美累累的样子~

呼呼~

她喜欢躺在我的脚哟~

*哈哈哈*

拍吖拍

玩吖玩

吃吖吃

我们都忘了旅行的东西~

咯~
这旅行丫~

麻烦哟~

浪费了不少电话费==

打给了不少人

讯息了不少人

呼~

今天啊美都在用我家的电话打给别人

大家都被搞到晕了~

呵呵~

1.思芩

打给他没接

不久他讯息我

anything?

咯~

打给她第二次

又没接？

我们都在等她第二封anything

咯~

这次..没第二封了丫~

她直接打给阿美

阿美以为是啊嘉

还叫我听==

2.品慧

之前是阿美打给她

她打回来时

就说:"阿鲁,仪美啊~"

咯~

其他的会不会在接下来的几天傻傻打来我家找啊美啊?

咯~最好你们不会~==

聊着聊着~

突然聊到有谁要生日了

25/9-啊嘉+Janice

26/9-大猪立均

27/9-baka丰

28/9-珍凤

好多哟~

皮包都快干了啦~咯~

刚好晚上老妈说要去[家私购]

阿美也跟我去啦~

因为我们要去买礼物哇~

本来5.30回家的她~

变成7.30~

最后变成10.00

呼~

她妈还真好哟~

特地送饭来我家给她~

幸福哟~

呵呵~^^

谢谢阿美哟~

今天很开心内~

不过...又浪费了一天的时间~

___>.<___

书本们~As们~

等我丫~

接下来的20天我都让给你们~！！==

还有你~

谢谢你的关心+祝福哟~

=)

大猪~

谢谢你的关心哟~

=)

病菌

病菌又来拜访我了~
呼~
辛苦内~
一整天都在头痛~
而且是抽痛抽痛的~
唉~
病菌丫病菌~
走开啦~
恨你叻~！
靠~！

傍晚去了夜市~
买了甘蔗水+爱玉冰~
病了还喝冰水~
不错吼？
==
喝多=让自己辛苦~
唉~

回到家~
没吃饭~
就喝爱玉冰~
甘蔗水叻？
被老妈喝了~
==
不过也好啦~
不然就浪费掉了~
因为。。我根本喝不下了~
连爱玉冰都喝不完~
咯~

看完戏了~
就冲凉噜~
突然。。要吐~
不过吐不出~
咯~
要吐不吐的~
辛苦内~
唉~
想了办法~
让肚子里的东西都吐出来~
下午吃的东西~
都吐了出来~
呼~
舒服多啦~
但。。头痛还没好哇~
T.T

吃了药~
喝了感冒茶~
有好点哟~
躺啊躺~
睡到一半~
有信息~
被吵醒了~
害我睡不下了啦~
[唉写]~

发冷+发抖
呼呼~
好累好累~
==

病菌~
你最好快快滚开吼~！
我还要跟我的书本们约会的内~==

中秋节~

中秋节要到啦

啊姨和表姐们都说要庆祝哟

最后大家都决定在我家庆祝

呼呼~

虽然只是简简单单的庆祝

但。。很热闹哟~

赫赫~

7点多~

他们都来啦

好多顽皮的孩儿们哟

赫赫~

看见外婆手上拿着3把藤便~

哇。。不是吧？

还带藤便来？

打孩儿们乜？

哪知。。藤便是拿来吊灯龙的~==

咯了下~

~藤便~

炒面~nugget~鱼丸~咖喱鸡~鸡饭~蔬菜~

吃饱后~

就是孩儿们的天地啦~

灯笼都点亮了~

大家都没事干了~

一些说要玩21点~？

哟~孩儿们~那么小就会赌博了哟~

警察叔叔会抓的丫~==

表弟闷爆了

就拿出他的PSP来玩了~

小妹妹~

有那么好看吗~？==

表妹+我~

2个洞的灯笼~==

料~

火灾了？==

是灯笼起火啦~

看到灯笼起火了~

大家还幸灾乐祸内~

==

阿姨买的麦可思月饼~


转到很入神哟~==


孩儿们的UNO牌~

就酱~

浪费了一天的时间~

没跟书本们约会~

唉~

时间啊时间

等等我丫

我不要跟你赛跑内

哎哟~

还有14天哪~

就为了你[3A]

我忍~！

呼~

[失落沙洲]

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱


又回到这个尽头我也想再往前走
只是越看见海阔天空
越遗憾没有你分享我的感动

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
疲惫的身影不是我
不是你想看见的我
我不是一定要你回来
只是当独自走入人海
除了你之外的依赖
还有谁能教我勇敢

除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

Which Are The Real Hearts, Minds, Feels?

I knew you are not as cold blood as a snake.
I knew you got feelings.
I am really sorry to you.
I knew I had mixed up your things sometimes.
Really sorry.
Forgive what I did if it make you unhappy and fed up.
Sometimes mummy was talking bout somethings to anyone in your room.
I can feel that you already fed up.
I knew you hate it.
Of course I hate it too.
Sometimes mummy also come my room and say all bout you.
I am just diam diam and don't care bout it.
Just think that she is singing.
Yea.Of course sometimes I will fed up too.
She cares you,don't you know that?

I knew YOU LOVE US!
After I read your post.
I feel very sorry to you.
It is sad for mummy if she read it.
I am sure she will cry for you.
Not only mummy.
Me too.
I gonna cry.
I am sure I will cry this night before I sleep if think on you.

Please answer mummy if she ask you something.
SHE CARES YOU!!

Sometimes I want to talk to you.
But i scared you.
Even mummy scared you too.
Can you realise that you are very scary?
Do you knew that mummy cry for you N-times?
Just you don't know that!
But I knew!
She cares you more than cares me and Khim.
You are the person she most care!
Yea.Sometimes I really jealous on it.

Please eat if you are hungry.
You are not a kid anymore!
You are 22 years old dy!
Every time want us to serve you?
We not your kakak k?!
I hate it!
I hate every time you need us to serve!
Mummy always serve you.
Take all the food for you till beside you.
Want she feed you?!
What you want to eat.
You said she cook.
But me?!
I said she scold!
What the....

Sometime I think bout it before I sleep.
I cried.But nobody know.
Many ppls cried for you,don't you know that?!

Hashbrown.
Please cares who cares you always!
Everyone got their owns feelings.
You can smile to your friends.
But why cant you smile to us?!
Is it very hard for you to smile at us?!
Hashbrown.
I LOVE YOU!
I CARE YOU!