SILLY ME

WHAT THE ****
It was 3.10a.m. now.
But I still face with the laptop.
Cant fall asleep?!
Or just I don't want to sleep?!

Many things happen nowadays.
Happy and unhappy.
Semua ada.==
I gonna kill up myself if I can.
Lol.
I don't know what am I doing nowadays.
I keep hurt myself?!
Think so.
Lol.
I am SUPER DUPER UPPER blur nowadays.
I don't know what I did.
I don't know what had happen on me.
What i had promise you.
What i had accept from you.
Just will hurt me deeply.
But I don't know why will I accept and promise it.
Lol.
Yea.I accept it.I promise you.
So...I get HURT now~!
SILLY ME~!!
But it was too late to regret now.

Am I too stress?!
[Don't think so.I enjoy my life just like PMR finish jor.==]
Or I am just keep think bout IT?!
I wish to drunk myself with alcohol.
But it is a horrible taste.
It taste bitter.
I wish to fall asleep forever.
But there is no such things unless I DEAD.
Lol.

WHAT HAD I TOLD MYSELF?!
I TOLD MYSELF TO STUDY HARD.
Got I do it?!
NO~!

WHERE my study mood?!
I lost it.
I wish to find it back.
I wish to get at least 3As.
But I lost my study mood.
How i gonna study?!
How i gonna get 3As?
SHIT MAN~~

I really lost my happy&study mood.

I think I gonna lost myself too.==

FORGIVE me if I scold you for no reasons.